I cannot believe over a year has passed. It still seems so unreal to me at times & I don't want to believe you're not coming back to pick up your boxes of personal things from me. My silent tears still flow - often without warning, when a thought or memory comes into my head. Maybe it's because I've been quite ill & in hospital this year that I've been thinking about you more & of course speaking to you. I still miss you so much & greatly wish you were here with us once more. Love you Anita, now & forever xxxx xxx